February 2012
Oh Hey
New tumblr. Which is almost as cool as my NEW OWL PUPPET. Her name is Rachel.
Things I Do Too Much Lately
I worry too much. I think too much. I work too much. I procrastinate too much. I smoke too much. I mope too much. I watch too much. My hands shake too much. I care too much. I make people worry too much. I’m alone too much.
I’m sad too much.
But I’m working on it.
Dear Skins
Next time I beg you, “Don’t let this be fake. Please?” Just do what I say. Please. I don’t feel like being sad anymore.
friendlybabyghost:
Preetim got me into dumb facebook games and now I can’t stop playing this one and he is the only person I send requests for items and shit to and he hates that shit on his timeline but right now he is at a party in Oakland and isn’t home to delete them also he doesn’t have a smart phone and I just sent like dozens to him. lol owned
Look out. Troll. 9_9
Once My
Bills are paid and loans haggled down I need to take some time to be irresponsible and not stressed out. Sorry in advance.
There are
cuts all over my hands from work and cleaning and repairing and just not being careful. They sting, they bleed, they break open, they bleed again.
Somehow they give me character. They’re a sign of my times and this life right now. These cuts will heal. Some might be deep enough to scar. I will keep working and cleaning and repairing.
I will never forget I’m stronger than this.
Lists
To Do Tomorrow: Clean. Laundry. Reactivate Phone. Write.
To Do Tuesday: Work. Fix Macbook. Write.
To Do To Fix Me: Let the house stuff go. Smile more. Love the friends I have more. Meet new people. Go out more. Possibly by myself. Read more. Create art. Write.
People I Love: Everyone. Except my Housemates.
Courtney Love x99 People I Hate: No one. Except my Housemates. Courtney Love conspiracy...
skidward:
today I essentially begin my pokemon journey ‘leave the nest’.
Be strong young warrior!
